How it takes a moment to destroy you!
How it takes just a nano-second text to pull away the earth beneath you!
BUT, then you end up with feeling, how even all of what has happened, may have happened for some Good!
She has not expected him showing up in her life. Her life, which had seldom been peaceful. She wasn't prepared for what was lying in front of her.
While she was surfacing the most melodramatic relationship of all times, he turned out to be someone whom she could laugh, smile and share herself with.
While she was surfacing a relationship that could destroy her inner self entirely, he turned out to be the only Savior.
He was just a Nobody in her life, yet far more important than the person whom she called her love.
But, as they say Nothing Lasts Forever, he followed suit.
He said, he had worked upon her.
How can somebody work upon to make someone better? Or did he really?
No, he didn't. It was just her happiness because of him, that made her actually grow up.
The way he used to make her happy, she gained a sense of pride in herself. Though all he was, a pervert & cheesy, yet classy in his own way.
She hated him more than she admired him, which totally amazed the 'she' inside her.
She used to float on Cloud 9 while he was around. Forgetting all her despairs, all her regrets, she started realizing her dreams.
Suddenly, the world was far more interesting. Now, she wanted it to stay Forever this way. At least she thought it would!
But, the only pets she had, were disappointments! They never left her alone, to writhe in peace! He went away. Taking away the life he gave to her. Taking away the soul he gave to her.
She thought it to be a kind of vengeance. For she had sometimes let people down, as a matter of self-preservation. But was it really something in the wrong doings?
"Every girl has the right to have that eternal smile on her face, then why not me?", was the only thought she had.
There were a lot of 'Why-Not-Me's that made their place in her mind. She was being destroyed.
She wasn't regretful about the touch. She wasn't regretful about the intimacy.
What she regretted the most, was all of it was not about emotions but out of a necessary evil.
She couldn't figure out, when did things ran out of her hand.
He said, he didn't want to lose her. Oh! What a lie.
Because, he already has!
She could have ended up losing herself to somebody who actually didn't bother. But, being what she was, she preferred better options.
Yet, there was a void, she needed to fill. The kind of solitude one needs to revive out of something like what happened with her, she was ready to face it!
She surely needed to let go of everything & to step on the stumbling rocks as Stepping Stones.
And amidst all of this, she never realized how she just lost herself only to Gain more of 'the- better-herself'.
How it takes just a nano-second text to pull away the earth beneath you!
BUT, then you end up with feeling, how even all of what has happened, may have happened for some Good!
She has not expected him showing up in her life. Her life, which had seldom been peaceful. She wasn't prepared for what was lying in front of her.
While she was surfacing the most melodramatic relationship of all times, he turned out to be someone whom she could laugh, smile and share herself with.
While she was surfacing a relationship that could destroy her inner self entirely, he turned out to be the only Savior.
He was just a Nobody in her life, yet far more important than the person whom she called her love.
But, as they say Nothing Lasts Forever, he followed suit.
He said, he had worked upon her.
How can somebody work upon to make someone better? Or did he really?
No, he didn't. It was just her happiness because of him, that made her actually grow up.
The way he used to make her happy, she gained a sense of pride in herself. Though all he was, a pervert & cheesy, yet classy in his own way.
She hated him more than she admired him, which totally amazed the 'she' inside her.
She used to float on Cloud 9 while he was around. Forgetting all her despairs, all her regrets, she started realizing her dreams.
Suddenly, the world was far more interesting. Now, she wanted it to stay Forever this way. At least she thought it would!
But, the only pets she had, were disappointments! They never left her alone, to writhe in peace! He went away. Taking away the life he gave to her. Taking away the soul he gave to her.
She thought it to be a kind of vengeance. For she had sometimes let people down, as a matter of self-preservation. But was it really something in the wrong doings?
"Every girl has the right to have that eternal smile on her face, then why not me?", was the only thought she had.
There were a lot of 'Why-Not-Me's that made their place in her mind. She was being destroyed.She wasn't regretful about the touch. She wasn't regretful about the intimacy.
What she regretted the most, was all of it was not about emotions but out of a necessary evil.
She couldn't figure out, when did things ran out of her hand.
He said, he didn't want to lose her. Oh! What a lie.
Because, he already has!
She could have ended up losing herself to somebody who actually didn't bother. But, being what she was, she preferred better options.
Yet, there was a void, she needed to fill. The kind of solitude one needs to revive out of something like what happened with her, she was ready to face it!
She surely needed to let go of everything & to step on the stumbling rocks as Stepping Stones.
And amidst all of this, she never realized how she just lost herself only to Gain more of 'the- better-herself'.
