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Monday, 4 June 2012

The Confused State of Mind.

"What was it about this boy?", she thought sitting on the windowsill that overlooked a busy road along side a LakeGarden. The location of her house was just too perfect, considering the sort of girl she was! She loved to look into the garden across the road, with people cherishing boat rides in the small lake, children playing around , joggers losing out the extra fat and if you knew where to look, you could possibly find some snoggers too.


But today, there was something else she was looking at while sitting there. She was looking at this boy whom she met long back in school, spent some really good amount of years with him there, fought with, shared some of the best laughs with AND went through the most hyped issue during school *he had proposed her* with him.


The first time, they met was on the first day of class 8, when the class teacher have made them sit together on a single bench. "Shitt!", was what she said first when they met. It was there, when everything started.
Nodoubt in between all of the laughs, making fun of teachers, failing in exams, small fights (that didn't long more than 2 days) and the friendship they survived a bond.
And today while she saw him walk out of her house after the long day they spent together, the entire reel started rolling in front of her. They weren't dating, neither were there any such prospects from her side (given her past experiences), in contrast to the kind of feelings he had expressed to her.


It was then that she thought, "What was it about this boy?
How every time he walks out of her space, 
there resides a smile on her face.
Never does he imposes all what he feels for her.
Never does he forgets to bring chocolates every time he visits her. 
But then every other guy does the same, isn't it."

She was speaking to herself, contradicting her abominable thoughts toward relationships more than considering him to be the one.
"Was she falling for him?", was what occurred to her last when she sighed, regained herself, waved him goodbye & returned back to being herself.